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My Heart is Breaking...

Yesterday seemed like a fairly decent day. Played some games, chatted with the love of my life, all-in-all a pretty good day. Then at some point, the mood shifted. Jem was quiet and withdrawn. She was listening to some sad music most of the time. She left for a bit at one point, and her brother revealed a secret of hers to me that I won't tell. But this secret was pretty deep for Jem, and she got extremely pissed knowing her brother told me it. Personally, I just wanted to move past it and get on with the evening. The secret was none of my business, and it didn't really affect me much.
But for Jem... it was the straw that broke the camel's back. She was livid and heart-broken. I wanted to calm her down and talk with her, but she just wanted to leave. She said she was going to head to bed, so I figured I'd let her sleep... she instead told her brothers I was heading to bed and that she was going out for a walk... She ended our conversation with "goodbye". THAT is what hit me hardest... In all our time together, she never said goodbye to me, and I NEVER wanted to hear it...
I tried texting and calling her today, but I've received no response, and have been sent straight to voicemail... my heart is acheing so badly... I don't want this to be the end... She completes me, she's my other half... she makes my worst days better, she is there for me when I need her most. I love her more than I've ever loved someone in my entire life. More than I ever thought possible. Losing her would mean losing everything... I just... I... I want my Jem back....

EDIT: I just learned that Jem is in the hospital... I haven't been told any details on what happened... I need to be there with her... in that hospital, holding her hand... Instead I'm over 1000 miles away in another state... If I knew what hospital, I'd be out the door right now, but I don't... I want her to be okay... I want her to be safe... Please let Jem be well...